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the scene that always get me

Everytime Phoebe appears in Catcher in the Rye, I'm on the verge of tears.

'Daddy's going to kill you'
'He's going to kill you'

I don't know what is it. I wish I have somebody to care like Holden with Phoebe.


Once upon a time, I ran away from home (it didn't last a day). Anyways, I decided to hit the cinema. For the hell of it. It was completely spontaneous; I quickly picked a Doraemon movie. To my surprise, the theater was completely desolate: just me and a Japanese family, a little boy and a little girl. I know because the parents had to shush them. My seat was one seat ahead of them. I imagined the family being confused why a random dude in the middle of the day, on a weekday, would be watching a Doraemon movie alone. I remembered nothing but feeling like shit throughout the whole movie.


This is the state I'm in.